On-Goings

Today was my last day of Fieldwork at Ogden Regional. They are closing down the Transitional Care Unit and they had a big luncheon for everyone on the unit. It was a good luncheon, but at the same time, you could feel the sadness. They made everyone cute little "yearbook" thingies. I got one and had people sign it next to their pictures. I totally felt like I was in high school again. It was pretty cool though.

I'm going to Wendover tonight! Going with 3 boys...should be fun! Hooray for penny slots and flashy lights. We'll see how things turn out.

I feel strange right now. I feel like I'm dreaming and floating. No, I'm not on drugs. I'm not sleep deprived either. I actually even got 8 hours of sleep last night, but I feel all funky. Hmmm. . weird.

Gramma Pammy came over for dinner last night. It was good to have her over, I hope she knows she's loved. Because...well cause she is! So there.

There are auditions being held at the Off Broadway Theatre tomorrow morning. I was seriously considering going. But I found out about the auditions only a few days ago, and I don't feel completely prepared for it. Especially since I haven't done one in over 3 years! Crazy. I think I'll keep my eye out for auditions in the future though, I really want to get back into it. It was my life, man!

Ever miss the things of the past? And long for them? Ever wonder "what if.."? sometimes I can't help it. I do love my life. I know that I am so lucky! I still miss lots of things from "back in the day" though. Some things pass too quickly. That's just life though, right?

We got a new car! I love it. Except it smells like milk. Gross. I've been trying to get rid of that smell. It's awful, and I didn't discover it until after we already bought it. But once it smells oh so fresh, it will be my beauty.

I start my new fieldwork placement on Monday. I will be going to ManorCare for 2 more months, full-time. I have always heared good things about that place, so I hope it will be a good experience for me. I need to go buy some outfits for the dress code there: black shirt, tan pants. yay...

I'm so sad about Kam. The school board suspended his teaching license for a whole year! It's been a year already since the whole ordeal started. It's ridiculous. He and his family have been so strong through all of this though. He's always been a role model for me. It all just makes me sad. Sad and angry.
I know that I was so lucky to have him as my teacher and friend.

Every New Beginning Comes From Some Other Beginning's End.